hello world

so now i have a new boy predicament. the one i like has bad breath and bad B.O. but i met a new boy who used to date my bff and he is awesome! he is cute, works on cars, and likes the same music as me. he is also really friendly but still practically in love with taylor which is unfortunate. i'm not mad at her because it's not something she can control but i hope to win him over somehow even though she says to focus on sam. sam is here, Theron is not but theron is clearly the better choice. I know that God has a plan for this and everything will work itself out somehow and i will be ok in the end but i just have to sit and wait which always bugs me because i have no patience. I hate being alone for long periods of time because all these people at college are soo much fun i want to continue to hang out with them. God, please help me and guide me down the path that you have planned for me.
People always manage to surprise me, there are soo many boys i can barely make a decision...that's why i have friends to help me and more often than not tell me what to do (thanks taylor). I come from a small private high school where i attended school for 7 years so there were no boys and now that i've come to this huge school by comparison, i am overwhelmed(agobiada) by the multitude. of course i know who seems to be promising, solely eye candy, tools, pot heads, creepers and categories that i don't care about. I just want to be able to distinguish and sometimes i judge people before i meet them and have a chance to reevaluate my decision. I am so far making the majority of good decisions but hey, no one's perfect and we do make mistakes. not being under my nice comfortable shelter has led me to do some things i would have normally thought about first but i returned safe and learned to think and not just go crazy because i will not become a college stereotype of the bad sort. This is thanks to the wonderfully stupid people who have given me examples to stray from and i hope that since my room mate is as wonderful and supportive as i could hope for that she will help me in staying mostly on the right track while also experiencing life outside of my previous small world.