So yesterday was scary but my roommate saved me. Bible study was super fun but after, my emotions plummeted so i went to bed...today was good...had calculus that actually made me feel like a smart kid and so did my ENTP 100 class and my team is awesome! i found out i am more of a nerd than i thought i was.
Dinner was the best because i joined this club for manners and etiquette for gentlemen and ladies and the boys were really sweet for the most part. this one guy is gorgeous and a sweetie! We talked and they are so much fun to be with. While talking to them, i was thinking which one i would like better and it is hard to decide when most of them wouldn't have an interest in me. This is my current predicament and i just keep going hoping for some let up in this burden. I decide it's really not worth the trouble of getting upset over so i try and stay focused and happy on the more important things in life like my family who love me and support me and how understanding they are. I am such a spoiled child and i realize how fortunate i am to have the life i have because of Him and that lifts my spirits. I just hope it helps when i am pmsing and they plummet and i have no control of them. That is when i had to deal with it on my own but since coming here i have friends who are very understanding; more so than my high school friends which is very helpful.
Meeting all these gentelmen is very refreshing and it makes me vulnerable because i have never met one of those so i am weak for them but i have to maintain control even though i want one soo bad.
I hope i can make some headway...
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