so after yesterday's multitude of hate and anger i went to hang out with my friend Hadley and she made everything better. We had Chipotle, it was amazing! She lent me some books to read about Him and i started one...very good! I'm soo excited to read them all! So i was chilling in my room and i get this text from sam(jodi said he would text if he still liked me) he thought i was mad at him but i wasn't and we talked everything over.
He is too forgiving because he understood my finicky self and wasn't mad that i kept changing my mind even though he thought i would change back to liking him but i know i won't. That makes me feel bad for him because he was willing to wait for me to change even though i would have mostly likely changed my mind back to not liking him. That is desperation if i ever saw it, and it's sad.
Well i'm going to be going to a friend's house for the long weekend because i need to get off of this campus and recoup for the following week. I'm very excited because i barely know these people yet they have opened their home to me and are very friendly. I'm excited to get to know them and become closer to them because i am really only close to about 5 people right now and i want more friends because i am no longer scared of people as i used to be. Off to my weekend after classes today...wait only one class! woohoo
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