College life thus far

college has been amazing and not what i expected. I was soo bored this summer waiting for college to start and when it finally came it was more than i could have hoped for. Right now im trying to control my upset stomach because it doesnt like anything i eat these days(i swear i'm eighty years old with the way my stomach acts). i have met a cute boy who i passed on the first go around and now im rethinking him after not seeing him for awhile and detouring into what turned out to be a dead end street.
Turns out, i had high standards that weren't going to be met. I had an idea of a boy: goofy enough to make me laugh, romantic enough to make me cry, exciting enough to never make me bored, yet patient enough to handle me. I have not found a guy like that who is a hunk like the magazines tell you, but i have found one who is promising to be very similar. I was looking in all the wrong places when what i wanted was right there in front of me and it took him not being there in my time of need to realize how much i needed him. granted, his roommates are not the nicest of people seeing as how we didn't meet on the best of terms, but they seem nice enough to be civil so i can look past that and focus on this. He is newly single(one of the other factors triggering my turnaround) so i'm going to try my best to win him back after i pushed him away. Wish me luck!